Realize you can "it is not much about ability, but rather availability".  "God does not always call the qualified, but he always qualifies the calles". The God that can use donkeys and stones can use you and me. No doubt, God wants to do a great work.      He wants to proclaim the advent of Christ together. He wants to reach your contry with the gospel. He wants to reach the entire world in this generation. The question is, who is willing to say with Isaiah: "Here am I; send me!"  What is your response?